You're not running late, slow down

Hey man!
I was in the midst of my lunch when I thought of you, and this needed to be sent your way asap.

I didn’t have sex until 19 and didn’t have a girlfriend until 30.

I know that you might have been blooming even later than me, but bear with me:

Late blooming was never the problem

After having sex at 19, I started sleeping with all the girls which got me excited. That was my only mission in life, to sleep with as many girls as I could, and if I didn’t sleep with her, well…then I started self-attacking.

“I’m not good enough”

“Why didn’t I go for it”

“She liked me, so why didn’t I…”

And now, at 30, I’ve found an amazing girlfriend (she’s suggesting personal development practices for us to do)

and though I still feel issues with commitment and catching myself looking for a way out (11 years of hunting p….. does that)

I’ve started to include her in my visualization for the future.

And that’s huge because I’m not trying to change anything.

Now, I’m not saying to put your feet on the couch and do nothing. There’s still work to be done.

But, it feels completely different, when you allow stuff to happen by not trying to get anywhere.

I think it has something to do with higher consciousness.

This e-mail turned out raw and unfiltered, and I understand if you didn’t completely get what I’m saying, but it came to my attention that I needed to get this message out to you.

There is no rush

Take a breath

If you think you don’t have time to slow down… then you need to slow down.

Take it easy.

Edin