I puked my way to meeting a girl

Hey man,

This weekend I puked.

Disgusting, I know - sorry about that, but bear with me through this.

I was doing the Love&Light meditation when I felt something ugly within me. Something unpleasant that I wanted to escape from.

Right before I decide to end the meditation, my Inner Wingman (patent pending) tells me to go just a little longer.

I sit until I cannot any longer and throw myself from the office into the bathroom.

On my knees, with my head over the toilet, I’m coughing, but there is nothing coming out. Just like a cleanse. It’s super uncomfortable, and again I want to stop.

Then, I hear a voice within me say

“I don’t want to die”

I’m able to recognize that this sentence is coming from something within me that is ready to let go of, so I open my mouth and like a dragon

shoot out this conditioning (both figurateively and litterally).

Then, I clean myself up, go for a walk and on the way back I see a cute girl. My mind tells me that I don’t need to, and I’m about to let her go until I remember to check in with my inner child.

«I want to talk with her»

It’s amazing how this inner work has taken me to a place where I’m so connected to this intuitive part of me.

I go up and we have a 30 minute interaction. It feels great and there is a few times where I want to go home (felt exhausted after the cleanse), but her energy was so comfortable so I stayed and stayed.

It’s no wonder anymore how the inner and external «work» are interconnected. I think that the guys who commit to both will experience a growth that those who don’t will have problems with.

If you have not already, schedule some time this week for both inner work and for going out and becoming more socially free.

It’s a deadly combination as the first boost the other and vice versa.

That’s it for today,

Edin

..Later talk about how I met the girl

(I go out..