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How it all started...
Dear brother,
I know, it’s tough out there.
You’re fighting, and maybe that’s the problem.
12 Years ago I was frustrated because I was lonely.
I set off on a journey of picking up hundreds of girls which was a roller coaster of an experience.
Every time a girl said yes to a date I’d feel a high… and if she cancelled or simply didn’t show up (yes that happened)
I’d go back to my base level.
Which if you’re anywhere near where I was, then you know that waking up in the morning feels like a drain because the first thought that always popped up was
“Why didn’t I approach her?”
or
“Why did I send that text?”
Took me years brother, this hustle and grind.
Eventually, girls started responding better to me and on paper I was good with girls. One evening I had 3 girls who texted me to come have sex that night.
Finally, I was the one choosing!
You could say I was the man, but..
It’s not the way I was feeling.
Deep inside I did not feel good about myself, not at all.
All this chase for validation and sex was a temporary relief from the pain.
The pain of being me.
It was tough brother, I’ll tell you that, but the climb from that realization that I needed to go within is becoming my life’s work.
I know you might be here because you wanna date more women and yes, we’ll do that.
But if you stick with me, you’ll find something so much more meaningful.
That meeting women becomes a cherry on the cake.
I’m talking about real self-love.
In a few days, you’ll see for yourself.
Stay empowered,
Edin