Ever felt like a creep

Hey man,

Back in Barcelona. It’s hot.

You know what else is?

Girls.

But let’s be real for a second:

• Why does wanting her feel creepy?

• Why do you act one way when you’re alone and totally different when you're with her?

• How do you show desire without making her uncomfortable?

This letter has answers. Let’s dive in.

Flashback: The Friend Zone & The Fake Smile

In high school, I was terrified to show I liked her.
She’d bring up sex — and I’d change the topic. Even though I wanted it.

I told myself I didn’t care.
But when she made out with another guy at a party… my stomach twisted.

Still, I smiled. Said “it’s cool.” Lied to myself.
That was the saddest part.

Eventually I dove deep: pickup, dating, 4 nights a week of approaches.
It worked. I started having sex. But something was still missing.

Why?

Because the real shift came when I stopped ignoring this one thing:

My emotions.

Here’s the logic:

• Desire is energy. If you suppress it, it can’t guide you.

• Emotion = energy in motion. That pull to kiss her? It’s power.

• When you acknowledge your emotion—you access that power.

That’s when I became more free.
And ironically… more women started wanting me too.

Try This Today:

• Acknowledge your desire. Even if it scares you.

• Acknowledge your frustration. Especially when you don’t act.

• Acknowledge your hurt. When she chooses someone else.

This unlocks your “inner shield.” Like Captain America, it’s not about being perfect—it’s about showing up with your tools.

There is nothing wrong with you. You’ve just held back your power.

Keep going.

You’re doing better than you think,
and I’m here every step of the way.

Edin